Last week, I let go.
I let go of everything.
Sitting by the infinity pool looking at the infinite ocean feeling infinite love – I handed over ALL the B.S that has been holding me back because I’ve been letting it be centre stage for awhile.
I let go of fear around playing bigger (because playing bigger opens you up to bigger failure right? WRONG). I let it go.
I let go of the thought I actually was playing small (sense a theme here?) and realised I AM doing and being exactly what and who I am meant to be. So I let it go.
I let go of trying to figure it all out and accepted the fact that right here and now – all is as its meant to be. I had my breathe, my health, my happiness and realised a life of living in the present FEELS far more delicious than trying to figure out the future. I let it go.
I journaled and journaled and journaled and released that EVERYTHING is exactly as its meant to be as all my choices have lead me to this exact moment, and that exact moment was perfect.
MY job was just to keep expanding in to love and success and abundance (did I say love?) and inspire those around me to do the same.
Even the healer I see when I am in Bali got it. He tapped me in my heart space and said “ahhh, you have let go, you have realised that you finally can stop looking and start realising you’ve always had the answers” (there may have been some happy tears).
I have realised that all the things I focus on in my moments of doubt or uncertainty – like playing small or constantly thinking about what next what next (‘feelings around ‘not ever feeling stuck’) – were the exact things I was calling in to my life because I WAS focusing on them.
So to have truly let it all go, I can tell you that I honestly felt a clarity and lightness that I have never had before.
A TRUSTING – my soul letting me know ‘hey beautiful, finally you have let go and NOW we can have some fun, NOW we can unleash your true power and remember you never have to feel again the feelings that have been keeping you stuck”.
And that’s all great for me – but what about YOU?
What can YOU let go? What have you been focusing on in your life (consciously or subconcisouly) that energetically and physically has been holding you back.
Because I assure you, to let it go brings a grace and softness and lightness to your life like nothing else.
You are exactly who you are meant to be in this moment.
You are exactly where you are meant to be in this moment.
Once you accept that and let go of trying to CHANGE that – is when change actually comes.
So today – I wish you love and lightness as you let go of the things that have been consuming your thought and heart space – because I assure you, it feels really damn good.